#im so tired of the borderline abuse sarah please

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Reasons I hate Cassian.

And you should too!

These aren't in order I apologize.

CONTINUE AT OWN RISK

"I didn’t ask to be shackled to you”

“Everybody fucking hates you”

“Your sisters love you. I can’t for the life of me understand why, but they do.”

Asks her in the BC 3-4 times if she's a virgin. Why do you care? This is so ick. Giving me serious predator vibes.

Gives Mor lingerie and then throws a tantrum when Nesta didn't want his gift.

Takes her on a hike that makes her suic*dal. And doesn't look back at her for hours after seeing her look over that cliff.

Nesta passes out from dehydration and he gaslights her. Bro she didn't even want to be on this hike to begin with, but please continue to tell her that everything is her fault.

He isn't pissed at Rhysand for wanting to kill Nesta.. but pissed at Nesta for telling Feyre the truth. Which if he were actually Feyre's friend in the first place, he would have told her.

Rips his hand out of Nesta's, showing he's essentially ashamed of her.

Gropes Nesta when she doesn't even want him to touch her. In her house!!

Rhysand is yelling at Nesta to the point where Ember tells him he reminds her of her ex. Whom she literally ran away from. All while Cassian is a complacent dog who does nothing to help her. A fucking human who barely knows Nesta stood up for her more than her own mate!! Be for real!!!

How he didn't disagree when she was compared to the fae of HC and Mor's cruel family. Because this 20 something yo is mean to you. It's the fucking same as Mor's family almost beating her to death!! You can all fuck right off.

Laughs when she fell down the stairs. When fun fact, had she fallen off, she'd be dead.

Tells her to get over her trauma even though earlier he told her it took him 10 years to get over killing a bunch of Illyrians. When killing those fae was his choice. And all of Nesta's trauma was against her will. Like how can you even compare those traumas?? You made a choice she was a victim.

Rhysand threatens to kill Nesta multiple times while Cassian says and does nothing. Your HL wants to kill your mate YOUR SO CALLED BROTHER!!! AND YOU CAN'T FORM FUCKING WORDS!! You piece of trash.

Won't let her eat what she wants, when she's literally skin and bones. Let her put sugar on her fucking oatmeal without you bringing up her dead father, you Illyrian baby. LET HER EAT HER CAKE SO HELP ME GOD!!!

Sleeps with her after the Kelpie attack when she's injured and is clearly using sex as a coping mechanism.

Sees her fear of fire but does nothing.

"There nothing broken to be fixed" Then what the fucking fuck dude! Why are you complacent in all of this if you don't think she needs to be fixed in the first place?!?

Continuously disregards Nesta's boundaries.

He never says I love you back. Showing you love someone (which frankly I think he does the opposite of) is not the same. You tell someone "I love you" the normal response is "I love you too"

But I don't think he actually does. I think he's wanted a mate for so long he loves the idea of it more than he actually loves Nesta. Especially when he's shown time and time again that he'll put everyone else before her.

I pray for a rejection or better yet, Death

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Cassian is such a gentleman.

my favorite nessian moments 🥰😍😜

• when Cassian told her everyone hated her

• when he told her he couldn’t understand why her sisters loved her

•when he continued to harass her when she told him to leave her alone multiple times

•when he followed her home against her will

•when he laughed at her falling down the stairs 🥰😍

•when he locked her up and forced her to train as a warrior because she was using sex and alcohol as a coping mechanism and proceeded to have sex with her when she was emotionally vulnerable

•when he slept with her at a time he had so much authority over her he dictated what she ate 💓

•when he purposely had Azriel pack a heavy bag so she would physically suffer on the hike

•when he didn’t stand up for her when Rhysand threatened to kill her

•when he never confronted or was upset at Rhysand for threatening to kill her (did he? I’m not rereading acosf to find out that’s for damn sure)

•when he realized she was suicidal…and continued to force her on a hike with lethal drops while not even bothering to look back at her for hours at a time <3

•when he didn’t bother telling her Feyre wasn’t angry with her for telling the truth about her pregnancy, leaving her in mental agony over it for days (to go with the physical agony he was inflicting on her, how sweet 🥰)

•when he forced her to physically exert herself until she collapsed ❤️

•when he forced her to physically exert herself until she had a complete mental breakdown

•when he had sex with her after said mental breakdown

•when he told her point blank that he could handle anything she threw at him and then immediately snapped at her because she slightly criticized Rhysand

reblog with YOUR favorite Nessian moments 😍

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If Tamlin had controlled what Feyre ate people would lose their shit.

If Tamlin only allowed her the option of bland ass oatmeal for breakfast, people would lose their minds.

If Tamlin didn't allow Feyre to eat chocolate cake, which she loved. After her trauma utm. There would be riots in the street!

But because it's Cassian. A previous golden retriever character. Towards Nesta who is villainized.

Nobody cares..

You think the inner circle wanted to help Nesta? This is controlling her intake of food. It's not normal or healthy.

You're just a flying gym rodent who can shut the fuck up about folic acid.

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It's crazy to me how some people don't consider what Rhysand did to Feyre UTM, SA.

He LITERALLY drugs her with wine and makes her give him lap dances until she pukes.

Be for fucking real.

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Remember when Nesta was attacked by the Kelpie?

And she was beat to shit?

Her face, mouth, and body were covered in scratches.

She looked like hell.

This is when Cassian decides its a good time for sex..

With a female who clearly is using sex as a coping mechanism for her trauma.

Which she just had more of. Because the IC keeps putting her in these situations.. but I digress.

How Cassian looked at her like that, and thought. "Yeah, I'll tap that"

There's a special place in hell for him and I hope there's a viewing area with popcorn.

Xoxo

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I love you for this!

I think a lot of people fundamentally understand that what the ic did to Nesta in the HoW was wrong. But because it’s the ic and Rhysand they condone it.

I guarantee you that if Tamlin saw Feyre drinking, and having sex, and being miserable (rightfully so) and his first act after this has gone on for months is to straight up lock her away with a sentry he knows she dislikes, y’all would have his head.

Because when he locked her up because she was endangering herself and he didn’t want her hunting in the dangerous fae lands, y’all did have his head. But when Rhysand locks Nesta up because she was “endangering” herself (she wasn’t, it was poor coping, but she wasn’t in danger, she literally acted in the same way members of the ic have) and he didn’t want her ruining their reputation or Cassian’s feelings, it’s okay????

@bookishfeylin and @watcherintheweyr got me thinking about this

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It's so crazy because you really can at least attempt to justify what Tamlin did. He should not have locked her up, but it came from a place of fear, love, and genuine concern for her saftey. With the IC, Nesta was "embarasing" them. At least while in the mansion Feyre could do and eat whatever she wanted. Nesta could not. Which is insane to me 😭

Oh it's not just an attempt.

I could easily do it.

It would be just as easy if not easier than justifying Rhysand.

And Tamlin actually did a lot of good. What good did Rhysand do in 50 years? How much information did he recover? In 50 years Rhysand did a lot more bad than good. Which is a canon fact. The few good things he did does not make up for everything else.

Especially because his excuse of protecting Velaris made no sense. Why would he need to protect a city no one knew about? None of it tracks, unless he's actually evil and it's all just excuses.

The fact that people don't see the parallels of what Tamlin did to Feyre and what the inner circle did to Nesta is truly embarrassing.

Feyre at least wasn't controlled in every aspect of her life.

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People acting like Nesta being mean to Feyre is a fucking crime.

Fun fact: Sisters don't always have to be nice to each other.

That same sister who got a mercenary to try and save Feyre. But nobody wants to remember that act of love. No, just a sister who's not always "nice.."

But you hate Nesta because she's bitchy to the Inner Circle.

When they're the ones coming into her home and insulting her. Then they have the audacity to ask for their help..

Or because she's bitchier in the next book after her trauma that they caused?

Like these 500yo fae who act like children. They push her to her limits and cross her boundaries over and over. Then when she makes a bitchy comment that's all you remember. Be for fucking real.

Nesta does not need to be nice to them. They are literally the reason for her and Elain's trauma.

Maybe had they shown any sign of respect for her and her boundaries. She might have been nice to them.

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I could get behind the idea of feysand if people would just admit that rhys is evil. His actions speak for themselves, he isn’t the good guy every one wants him to be. Nobody needs to act surprised if you read the first book its clear that he wasn’t writen as a prince charming. So way is everyone mad if we point out what is already canon.

I agree anon!

It's because Sarah has glorified Rhysand while also making him a victim of circumstances.

So if we call him out on his shitty behavior. Now we're victim blaming.

Everything Rhysand has done has been justified time and time again. It's absolutely ridiculous at this point.

Rhysand is not good and he's not morally grey. He's doesn't do bad things for good reasons. He does bad things for his own self interest.

It would have been really interesting to read Rhysand saying he's been evil the entire time and Feyre has conflicting emotions. Because she doesn't ever see what he did as evil.

I will continue to see his actions as evil and be delusional in the hopes that Sjm lets Rhysand come out of the evil closet.

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I'd much rather parade around wearing practically nothing while pregnant.

When the females of HC are abused and used for breeding stock.

While my husband looks all smug that he can get a female pregnant, when It's said to be difficult for fae..

Feyre: tamlin is such an ass for making me STAND UP in front of his court while he celebrates courtiers and lesser faeries alike

also feyre: i'd much rather give my husband a lapdance in front of our court who hates us while we taunt them

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I am so sick of Elriels saying

"But she isn't interested. He makes her uncomfortable"

When Rice twisted Feyre's broken arm so she'd make a bargain with him.

And he made her dance for him practically naked, until she puked.

But yeah.. slightly uncomfortable is where we draw the fucking line!

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Sjm, why can't your males just have average sized 🍆?

Seriously?

Why do I need to gouge my eyeballs out after reading about proud lengths.

Or get a lobotomy when thinking about Cassian being too big for Nesta. 🤢 🙄

Nails on a chalkboard writing.

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I think we can all agree on the fact that what happened to elain and nesta is feyres and the Ic’s fault. If nesta has to apologise so has feyre. She promised to protect them. But she was to invested in getting … by rhys

For sure it's their fault!

However I really don't think Nesta needs to apologize for shit.

Her and Feyre already started mending that bridge at the end of acotar.

Nesta does not need to apologize for not being "nice" to the 500yo fae coming into HER home and treating her like trash. Then making demands of her.

Also picture yourself as Nesta and your little sister comes home wearing a fucking crown! To visit her sisters! It's weird.

She then definitely doesn't need to apologize for anything that happens after the Cauldron.

Because it is entirely their faults this happened to her!

Not one of them fucking apologies for putting them in that situation.

Or even bothers to try to actually help her after the fact. Why should Nesta be nice to them?

Niceness is a form of respect and why should she respect them? They caused her trauma and then treat her like shit because she isn't behaving how they want her to 🫠

Feyre is like a child wearing a giant coat that she can't fit into. She behaves like a child and then expects to be treated like an adult. She takes no accountability for her actions.

Not even when she destroyed Spring, which caused Hybern to attack Summer. TOTALLY HER FAULT.

But no. It's Hybern that did that..

Had she left Spring alone and just gotten her information. It's possible hundreds of lives could have been spared.

Feyre needs to apologize to a lot of Fae!

Nesta, Tarquin, Tamlin, Lucien, Elain

But she never will.

Xoxo

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I'd like to add

This epic level of gaslighting!

Notice how him getting shot out of the sky was because he was too busy thinking about her only wanting him for release.

Her telling him that, caused him to get shot.. fuck right of dude.

absolutely breaks my heart that this scene happens in ACOMAF and he continues to lie and keep her in the dark (while enlightening his friends) a couple of books later.

idk if sjm forgot about this or what but this felt like such a pivotal part in Feyre’s story and her autonomy over her own life just to completely lose all of it by ACOSF 😪

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Actual question..

In ACOMAF, Feyre was needed to be Rhysand's slutty, pet thing, distraction to get the orb.

But why then, didn't they not need her to put it back?

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no because I just found out Sarah has a character with white hair dragons....... it's giving daenerys but not daenerys 😭😭😭😭. She couldn't even leave the dragons alone 😭😭

@dippedinmelancholy and I were actually just talking about this.

ToG is so similar to GoT it's even the same reversed 😆

Also we were talking about how she has plagiarized from other authors like Anne Bishop. And a lot of her quotes are stolen from LOTR.

The Black Jewel has a LOT of similarities.

She definitely crosses a line from creative inspiration to downright plagiarism.